If you ask me how I fell in love with you
I will not be able to put it in words
If you ask me when is the exact moment I knew it was you
It was when I saw the chaos
It was when I looked at you and I saw that I was about to lose you
It was when I could not see myself living without you
It was when I was holding you but you were slowly slipping away
I know it does not make sense
Completely illogical, crazy and stupid.
But I found happiness in between all the silence and stories that we shared in that brief period that we spent together
I came in your life like a storm and I hope you did not drown in me
I wanted to be everything you could ever hope and wish for
I know I will never be perfect but I’m trying to give you all the love I can give
I am giving you the love that I didn’t even know I had in me
Sometimes you tell me that I don’t deserve you
Is it because it’s your subtle way of saying that you are not in this for the long run?
Is it because you think that I am never going to be the person you see yourself with?
Is it all of the million things going inside my head that I am too afraid to tell you?
Everyday I wake up to looking forward to see you and love you even more than I did than the last time we said good night
Everyday I try to be closer in getting in your walls
Everyday I try to create a memory for us to share when we could no longer take long walks and stay up all night
I am grateful for the universe to let our paths cross.
I will always keep you in my heart. You saved me in an unexpected way.